The Meaning of My Life

I have just had the biggest epiphany in my life. I only just realized what happiness is. I have lived my life searching for happiness. I was searching frantically or working hard and sacrificing everything for a piece of happiness. What I realized is that "happiness is not a destination". It is here it is now. and it is not necessarily easy to see but my life is filled with little thing that should make me happy. Because I couldn't find happiness I clung to the sources where i found moments of happiness. Which were all the women in my life. I held onto them so tight because they became my main source of happiness. Even when they ended I still held on tight because I was so crushed by the loss of what I thought was happiness. My life is unraveling before my eyes. every thing makes so much sense because of a sign that reads "Happiness is not a destination it is here and now."