it's been a month

I only realized yesterday that I am a single man. I was a single man misleading myself and banking on something I thought was a sure thing. I guess if you go looking for apples you get oranges. I am not sure that makes too much sense so I will reiterate that I convinced myself something that wasn't true and then I beat up myself after realizing i did it to myself. It is depressing... But i guess it isn't as depressing as the real world of working for a living. Soon I’ll be there too. Being single then is going to suck horribly. But from here at the bottom of the barrel it can only get better. Well I guess this is a good update for now. I have to stop procrastinating. Time to work on my lesson plans!